[8知道自己在写什么][日记]Journey

七彩迷你龙 · 发表于 2006-8-15 22:28:14

11:30.....
周围一片寂静..
望着墙上的钟...虽然看不清楚..但时间转动的声音..那么清晰....
突然间喜欢上这种声音..有规律地滴答..滴答...
窗外那微弱的光..照射进来...
月光也好...灯光也罢..都一样温暖..
其实自己还是比较习惯这种寂寞的感觉...
所以对世事也不会那么执着...
但寂寞的背后...是恐惧和悲伤...

一点睡意也没有..就拿起MP3开始听....
那是一段音乐旅程....一段只有悲伤的旅程...
即使曲风再怎么华丽唯美...都无法掩埋那些言语带来的伤害...
而有些歌透出的失落感..却让自己神往...
喜欢被歌一次次弄痛的感觉....

旅程还在继续着....
情绪随着歌曲而逐渐低落....
感觉无助...
就像歌里所唱的那样...心海...已心如死海...
出奇地平静....

本以为自己会一直沉沦下去...
但那首歌....却唤醒了自己...
钢琴声是那么地柔和...却不失那些坚强....
那一句句词在告诉人们...希望..就在眼前..

时间保持着它的速率...继续走着...
旅程也即将结束....
最后的那些歌曲...诉说着过去..
静静地聆听着....
看着那已经显示为空的电池..自己会心地笑了..
这段旅程....还不算很糟...不是么...？

最后一首...journey....
我们该结束这次旅程了...
但自己还是感觉到了那一丝伤感...
苦笑...自己还是摆脱不了...那些东西....
那些不为人知的东西....

it's a long long journey
till i know where i'm supposed to be
it's a long long journey
and i don't know if i can believe
when shadows fall and block my eyes
i am lost and know that i must hide
it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you

many days i've spent
drifting on through empty shores
wondering what's my purpose
wondering how to make me strong

i know i will falter i know i will cry
i know you'll be standing by my side
it's a long long journey
and i need to be close to you

sometimes it feels no one understands
i don't even know why
i do the things i do
when pride builds me up till i can't see my soul
will you break down these walls and pull me through

cause it's a long long journey
till i feel that i am worth the price
you paid for me on calvary
beneath those stormy skies

when satan mocks and friends turn to foes
it feel like everything is out to make me lose control
cause it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you.to you

2:45......
还是给自己一个梦吧....
一个温馨的梦...

August.14

PS:英文那段索歌词……偶可米那么大本事自己写……

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